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Night

It was raining that night. It was not that heavy, that night the rain poured romantically. As if it prepared a scene or a background sound of a beautiful memory. Joshy and Jenny went back to their dorm after a batch party. They supposed to leave with other dorm mates, somehow only them both were staying, Shawn and Mary have family plans made on short notice. Joshy and Jenny ran back at the dorm with linked arms. Because there was only one small umbrella. Little did Jenny knew, how Joshy's heart beat so fast as if it would explode any time soon. Being a gentlemen, obviously, Joshy had his half shoulder all wet, so that the cold rain did not bother Jenny's beautiful dress. Finally when they reached the dorm, Jenny invited Joshy to spend a night at her room. It was a festive weekend so most of the student went back to their hometown, and Joshy knew Jenny could be a scaredy cat sometimes so he agreed, shyly. They both dry themself with towel, Joshy changed into a comfortable t-shirt. And Jenny, she still in her black dress. At that exact time, Jenny was drying her hair and she was standing under the yellowish light, Joshy never felt so awed by a person beauty. "Hey what are you looking at dummy?" She noticed the long stare, and put on a little smile. "Nothing, hey we did not get to take much picture weren't we just now? But we got a nice camera, its unfortunate!" Joshy tried to avoid the question, he almost made a fool of himself. "Talking about picture yes, you were so busy with other people at the party Joshy that's why" Joshy replied with an awkward smile, thinking what did she means by that. Was she jealous? Somewhere somehow Jenny had an idea of taking picture together in the dorm. "It's unfortunate that you changed you party cloth already but it's okay I am still in it will suffice so let's take a couple of selfies". Joshy was actually a committee member for the party and he did felt a bit tired overall, but how can he refused, he liked her too much. Click! Click! Click! Joshy felt like the photoshoot was taking his lifetime, he wasn't sure how a woman could handle that much of bother to take a good picture that wasn't even going to be published. Eventhough it felt a bit uncomfortable, they did took a nice "couple" picture. Joshy giggled. He could not believe he was so blessed that day. That night was the first time he was alone with Jenny, he could not been any more lucky he thought. So after taking shower and everything they both get ready to go to bed. Joshy used Mary's bed to sleep. The lights switched off, they both pulled their blanket, both trying to sleep. In the mist of falling asleep, Joshy did think about how this might be the right time to confess. There were so many hints. Maybe she liked me also, Joshy thought. "She was so beautiful tonight, did I compliment her already? Gosh, I don't want it to be awkward" Joshy murmured half asleep, his voice were to soft to be noticed by Jenny. Although he felt sleepy, he pulled himself up and look at Jenny's bed. "Oh you did not sleep yet, Jenny?" He didn't realized she was sitting on the bed instead of laying. "I could not sleep, so I am listening to my playlist for awhile". "Okay, goodnight then Jenny". Joshy decided maybe he will keep the feelings inside a bit more longer. He had so much fun today and could not ask for more. He wanted to take the baby steps. He felt happy enough to smile like an idiot while closing his eyes. Tired Joshy fell asleep soundly. "Good night dear Joshy", little did Joshy knew that, that night Jenny stared at Joshy's back with her blue teary eyes, while listening to her favourite love songs, until she fell asleep into the dream land. That night both of them dreamed about each other. Maybe only in dreams unspoken words, finally be spoken.


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