Words unspoken.

I always see myself as a calm and collected in whatever situation I was thrown into. As in, I will always try to think first and analyse the situation first before jumping into conclusions, or, I will play the closest scenarios that could happen if I were to do that, or I were to do this. I basically will not just follow my heart, my brain and logical thinking will lead most of all. So that, it will bring less damage to other people around me, other people finances, other people feelings, and me myself, literally in that sequence. So it really disturbs me that when it comes to you, I am completely in reverse stance. As like, my heart became a dictator in making decisions, even though the brain constantly giving warnings of what could possibly happen, which usually unfavourable, the heart still go and do the way it wants. When it comes to you, it feels like everything I do has completely different purpose, different attachment, different expectation and even brings out differen...