I am afraid to look into your eyes, Because it feels like home, that I would never have. I am afraid to reciprocate the long stare, Because once I am drawn in, I will drown forever. I am afraid to I hug you long, Because I wouldn't able to say goodbye properly if I cry. I am afraid when you talk about love, Because to you its different, to me its different. I am afraid if I accidentally touch you, Because I may not know my limit, and its monstrous to see. I am afraid when you talk about future life, Because I already know, for you its happy, for me its not. I am afraid to say I love you, Because I mean it real, and you still refuse to understand. Of all those reasons I am afraid about you, I still want to continue this love. Its okay if you don’t understand now. Its okay if you refuse this love. I still, want to be near. My love doesn’t have to be replied, whether you know or not know how much I love you, I still love you the same. I don’t want to give...
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