Words unspoken.

- Too many goals, so many things desired, yet so little time, less in focus and confidence level at the size of an apple.  - Why do we humans, do the bad things, even though we 100% knew and sure that it was wrong to do so.  - Why we humans, tend to only care for ourselves? Selfless is a one strong word, that I don't think I am worthy to even speak about it.  - I saw a weakness of a friend. and I reflect about it for one whole night. I wish I didn't see it. Because I can feel that it changes my perspective of her, somehow, God how I tried to not to. But for one second, I'm glad I stumbled upon it. Because I knew how one bad habit can be monstrous and how it can keep growing; until you do not think what you're doing is not acceptable.  - I always agree that experience is better than any other kind of education. One of the reasons why we respect elders. But I wish they knew, because of the new surroundings, different time, we are not facing the exact same strug...

"I'm tired lately. I went to bed early. But I hardly sleep right away. Before I could finally in the semi-conscious state, my thought goes to you. What are you doing right now? Are you still mad at me? Why aren't we talking anymore? Then all of the beautiful things we did together screening inside my mind. You were so pretty. My heart pounds faster. I was a lucky man. I smile like an idiot. And then suddenly... Our last conversation came to thought. You weren't that happy with me. You were always busy. You never miss me. You barely wanted to see me. And I finally burst into tears. I am the same Joshy , but why suddenly everything I did was wrong and annoying in your eyes? Why do I feel as if, you fell out of love with me? After being so puzzled up, so caught up in my own emotions. I began to lose my consciousness. I began to fall asleep. Maybe because of the tears. But maybe also because of me holding on to those happy times. I'm in love with your smile, st...