Words unspoken.

What really called me to write about my thoughts about this was when I who was in midst of workloads which never seem to weigh down, unconsciously wrote "I miss You" in a piece of paper. I sort of, didn't realize about it, until my colleague make fun of me as soon as she spotted the tiny little phrase. I really thought I was busy enough, to not think about it. But I guess, my thought of you managed to slip in anyway. Lately what I do is working. Morning until night, sunrise to sunset, sunshine til rain, wake up worrying about datelines and go back to sleep. But I never really hate my situation. I feel like I'm finding what I can do best at. And of course, to become a better person, it was never promised to be easy. I had to make sacrifices. I really wanna meet you. I know it will come the day when the feelings are mutual, and with God's Mercy, I might be lucky enough to have a great day with you. And I swear I will take dozens of selfies with you. Its a vengean...

Hi guys. Growing up and seeing what kind of world I'm living in somewhat keeps me looking back in the past; thinking about who I really was. I gave some thought on What will I do if I were to go back through past while in present's consciousness. And I think... I will want to ask for forgiveness.  I think I was a bad friend, and I guess I'm facing the consequenses now. I remember each and every person that has touched my life and I, who was on terrible state of mind, treated them unfairly. To my good good hearted friends S,A,I,W,N,Z,T,S,Z and S... I am sorry I wasn't in the best state when we were making memories. If I could change the way I acted, I would. -There were times I was making such bad and inappropriate decisions, I'm sorry I let you joined. -There were times I was so in love with the new surrounding, I'm sorry I didn't include you. -There were times I was so confused and felt insecure, I'm sorry I went away just like that. -...