Words unspoken.

"Daytime, I tend to look for you At night, I dream about you At some point I realize that I always think about you Keep saying "who is it?" I said " I can't tell you" If only you knew that, it was You Lately you didn't say goodbye properly I wonder who am I to you Why sometimes you act cold to me Why don't you treat me like you treat them God knows how envy I am with those around you And I'm frustrated that you don't miss me at all Do you know what makes me happy? It was you and your existence I saw you yesterday at the blue corridor If only this insecurity didn't get involved I would've say hi You're beautiful with that color I don't know why I didn't realize it before I guess its true what people say We never realize how beautiful the person is Until we start to love them I know that this probably won't reach But girl, I'm madly in love with you" - A man in love .

This is a story I learned from a friend of mine which she heard from her friend of friend, of another friend. "So later at midnight, its gonna be Jenny's birthday. Jenny was laying on her bed with her mind wanders, is Bobby gonna wish her happy birthday. Bobby is Jenny's friend. She's in love with Bobby. Madly. Everything is beautiful in Jenny's life, except that, Bobby never knew what feelings Jenny has for him. Jenny couldn't bring herself to tell how much she loved Bobby. So, at some point Jenny decided to not think about this anymore. It's 12.01am. Jenny looked at her roommate, sitting across the bed, playing with her new laptop. "I guess she didn't know that today is my special day" Jenny tell herself that it's okay, they just been roommate about a year. She might not remember. So Jenny went to the toilet, bringing her phone, just in case someone texted her. She basically do that every year. After that she went back to her room, she ...

Hello guys, girls, and anywho in between ;) So I'm actually a UKM student (Bangi), but are going to be an Alumni this coming October 2015 insyaAllah. Brief about me as a student; I am a Fakulti Ekonomi & Pengurusan (FEP) student, enrolled in Economic programme and majored in Monetari & Fiskal. Oh and a proud Kolej Dato' Onn (Pertama Dalam Semua) resident. So what I'm going to discuss here are things that I actually would do if I knew it earlier. Just take it as an advice. And of course, this is my point of view. 1) Minggu Mesra Mahasiswa This MMM is going to the very start of you guys journey in UKM. If I were to advice you all, erm, try to enjoy yourself in this one whole week. Yeah it's gonna be tiresome I don't deny that but UKM's MMM is gonna be way better than other Unis orientation. Usually our Vice Chancellor will put an order like; student must go back to their room before 11pm during this week. During my batch, I heard UiTM freshies stayed la...

When I say "people" come and go, I absolutely mean F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Because you can never really leave a family, at least not me. Through out my journey in life, I have met so many friends, and I have to say, only few stay. It is not because of, we fight each other or what not, we just stop talking, and go on with our own life. Sometimes people do make efforts to stay connected, but again, sometimes that past mutual interests, mutual feelings, aren't mutual anymore. Before, I am so afraid to be close with someone by fear of losing them someday. But lately, I kinda agree with the saying, if you are too scared of the future, how will you joy and appreciate the present? The present is the most important time of our life. Its the Time where we can do something about past and future whether by not repeating mistakes or improving yourself. Right? Oh here comes thesis' call. I would like to end my session of sharing thoughts with a thought of mine recently. We can't really...

To stay dissapointed or angry with yourself because you always knew you are better than this, is not the point anymore. The most important thing right now is to start or sprint right this second. Later is not an option anymore. With what you have now, begin again. You will survive anyway, so it's whether you survive okay, or you survive legend.